We're all just weird kids in the end

So... I actually went and saw the school counsellor. I haven't gone for a follow - up yet, maybe I'd go later or something.

I think it doesn't matter if people know or not. In the end it's just another sob story to them. In the end, all they believe is what they are told. And I won't tell. The only other person who knows clearly and exactly what is going on... Is Jo. The guy who's been reading this blog. I forgot that he reads it too. But I can't just put my posts on twitter or tumblr. The whole world would literally find out tomorrow.

Sigh. I'm lost.

"Attention...
I'd walk you through this slowly if you're  still listening.
Here's your penny back for

STEALING OUR THOUGHTS

All for the sake of wanting more...
But one day we might find
That piece of mind
That we lost in the first place.

I know the way I wanna be,
But I'm trapped in who I am.
The only thing that holds me back is,
Believing that, I needed change.

We are,
The only friends we have.
So if there's nothing left,
And we fall,
We don't fall apart."

-We are the In Crowd, "Attention"

So Jo told Echo I had a crush on her. Big deal everybody has a crush.

Except, I'm a girl, and Echo's a girl. Now that's a problem. Course I don't plan on confronting Jo but now my Asshole of a friend decided to tell her I actually like her. Urgh. She's never gonna want to hang around me anymore. I'm never gonna be able to get my "Bisexual lady perks" again. Every hug would be awkward, every time.

Fuck you Jo, just fuck you.