Today, I felt away from myself. I think it was the prospect of hanging out with two people that are close friends, and you don't actually feel like you belong anywhere.
I had more panic attacks, which was funny because the exams are over. It felt like heart attack and... I'm scared it'd kill me one day. I feel so suffocated, trapped. I'm so scared. I'm so afraid of it. I don't ever want to go out again. What if I die outside. What if, what if I die. Or what if I go crazy and have to be admitted to an asylum? I don't want... I don't want to die... I'm afraid.
Please...
Somebody help me.
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